LOST IN DREAMS

Bleh.

2011-09-17T22:10:00.000-07:00

Every morning i'll wake up to Katy Perry asking me, do you ever feel like a plastic bag.
I'm not sure whether it's a good mojo to start off the day, because sometimes,
i do feel like a plastic bag tho im not really sure how a plastic bag feels but..
do you get my drift here?

I cant believe how we're actually in the middle of September already.
Like what the actual flying -- hakuna matata i'm not going to swear, no sir, no.
Really now! Time flies so fast!!

But on a brighter note, i will be done with school on the 30th of November ^^
Free man! I'm a freeeeeee man!
So many things i want to do after Spm.

Ok so i kinda prepared a list,
And i call this 'Operation Get A Life For Alya'
I'm still working on the title.. dont judge.
Here goes!

Learn a new language.
Get a part time job preferably at Petrosains or Borders.
Try and convince my dad that nobody is going to rob/kill me while going to work.
Try and not to cry that i did not get to convince my dad.
Get a driving license.
Go backpacking.
Learn how to cook.
Brush up on my Need For Speed driving skills *blows nails*
Go shopping!!
Decide what course do i want to take in college.
Eat. Everything.
Lose weight. ( MUST!!! )
Buy a new lomo camera WITH own money.
Stop watching horror movies and stop getting obsessed/paranoids with every little sound.
Sleep the whole day~
Watch korean dramas!!
Finish Star Wars and Lord Of The Rings!
Long boarding!!!
Read Perks of Being A Wallflower.
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That is all, i guess.
Now i shall return back to my dull and boring life.
I miss my brother.
Bye folks!

2011-03-27T01:54:00.000-07:00

Apparently, time does not wait for no man.
Not even for me :-(

Therefore, I'll

BE RIGHT BACK.

Love, the silly stressed & confused blogger.

Blue blue blue

2011-02-12T04:26:00.000-08:00

See i told you, whenever i declared that im on a hiatus or i am not going to update for a long time, that's just bull. I always end up updating the day after. Or in this case, a week later. Therefore, i wont even say anything about not updating, kekeke ( this is how i laugh now, its a stress reliever kind of thing :> )

Hi guys. I'm just updating because i dont have anything better to do. I finished my homework, double yay. And i dont feel like studying so i turn to my one and only companion, my brother's laptop. And im using it like a boss~ Lol ok anyway, speaking of my brother, i totally like him this week. Look what he bought for me!

Diana F+! Ive been pestering him for this since i was in form 1, so i guess good things really do come to those who wait. Even though you have to wait for a very very very very long time but thats ok. Really, thanks abang! I love you. But only this week tho.

So school's wearing me out. I dread going to tuition now. I have no idea why. But on the bright side, i have Najah with me in class so that's a plus :) Btw, i am in need of a haircut. My hair is killing me >:(

Till then, bye!

2011-02-02T08:06:00.000-08:00

My life has a superb cast in it.

I just haven't figure out the plot just yet :)

2011-01-13T03:10:00.000-08:00

Past sometimes takes you with soft hands, and all that surrounds you will fade.

For once

2011-01-13T02:52:00.000-08:00

I have so many things to say, and they keep on piling and piling and then i dont have the mood to blog again. But now, since i am perched on my comfy black study chair, i will blog about things. For once in my entire existence in my high school life, i actually like going to school. No no, i still dont like my school but this year, it's different.

Before i ramble on, i shall bid you an enthusiastic HI *waves. So, things had been crazy these last few days. I, myself am busy with school, homework and endless tuition while my family are busy counting the days till my sister's big day. Apart from the fact that i had to tolerate all those crazy bananas ( brides-to-be are my worst nightmare, i swear my sister's turning like the one of those classic bridezilla ), i have chores and my braces hurts like fuuuuuulamak.

So anyway, i'm counting the days till i am legal to drive a car. Not that i am planning to take a license or anything, but knowing that I am legal to actually drive a shiny metal box makes me feel more grown up, hehehe.

Northern Lights

2010-12-24T21:05:00.000-08:00

My bucket list #1

Travel to the north, and experience the Aurora Borealis, the northern lights. Such beautiful things the world has within, now tell me what am i doing day dreaming in my room when i know i can do something to grant my own wish?

Bene Addio 2010!

2010-12-19T23:48:00.000-08:00

“You realize that life goes fast,
it’s hard to make the good things last.
You realize the sun doesn’t go down,
it’s just an illusion caused by the world spinning round.”

Ah i know i'm a tad bit early to say goodbye to 2010 but, it's either now or i will never have enough time to bid farewell. 2010 had been a good year. Sure, i lost a couple of friends, gained a few pounds, failed a test and got my heart broken. But bah, what's past is past. I shouldn't mull over the fact that everything's different and everyone had changed, no? Eventho, it's pretty sad at times and i always cry when i think about how.. ohohoho let's not get carried away shall we.

So one of my highlights of 2010 is the month of January. Everything was dandy and just well, my cup of tea. Sadly, life is a roller coaster (tho i personally think that mine is like a Ferris wheel because it's slow and boring and it goes round and round and sometimes everything's up in the sky and pretty and then it's just not) and bad things happen all the time. But alhamdulillah, i did count my blessings, nothing bad happened to my family nor the ones i love so yay to that :)

And ah, of course, 2010 is the last year where i can still waste my time and sleep like a log on weekends. 2011 gives me the creeps just by thinking about what awaits me on November. The biggest major exam and probably my death sentence, Spm.

So ok, till then. Au revoir!

Dont wanna grow up, I wanna get out

2010-12-19T10:13:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i wish he would come by my window and fly me to neverland.
Too bad he's not real :(

And girls they want to have fun

2010-12-16T22:10:00.000-08:00

I am actually blogging about this a month later, hehe. So last month, the girls and I went to Anis' house for a sleepover + Alia's surprise party. It was so good seeing them again after so long. There were 12 girls including yours truly and I really had my fair share of good time. Heck, it was more than good actually. It was ama-za-zing :)

So we spent most of the night playing Playstation Move. We danced and we sang and we laughed, nothing wild just happy faces and happy thoughts. When midnight arrived, everyone went downstairs while Farah and Syakila set-up the room with balloons and a 'Happy Birthday' banner.

Knowing Alia, she wont suspect a thing because well, come on, it's Alia. No one gets more blur than she does :p So we went up and suprised her with Wondermilk cupcakes and a birthday song. Later, we painted our nails at 3 am, watched a horror movie called 'The Office' and ate marshmallows, rice crackers and all sorts of junk food there is known to mankind. Well maybe not all sorts but you get my drift.

The next day, we terjun in Anis' pool and played Scratch A Dare. I was dared to kiss Puteri with a very thick lipgloss, I pity Puteri haha. So yeah last month had been treating me well and did i mention that anis' house was totally huge? I didnt? Well it's huge and awesome :) Till then, xx.

Can i refresh life?

2010-12-10T04:24:00.000-08:00

Bali

2010-12-08T06:29:00.001-08:00

Catching Up

2010-12-06T00:56:00.000-08:00

Why is it that everytime i logged on to blogger and everytime i am about to type something,

my mom will call me?

I mean it, it's like all the time, every single time!

I think she does it on purpose.. trying to keep me away from the internet.

'Internet is not a very good place, all those pedophiles! And you'll get back aches!'

Well, thats what she said, my mom.

See, she's calling me again.. oh life, why do you have to be so cruel.

Anyway, HIIIIII *waves hand*

How are you and you and you?

I still get weirded out whenever i type 'how are you' on my blog.

Nobody answers them so therefore this is the last how are you's if nobody answers them after i post this.

Lol i'm kidding, i'm just mental right now.

Explains why im so cheery in this post.

So i just got back from Bali yesterday.

Bali was..ok.

Yep, just ok.

Nothing extraordinary or spectacular or magical.

Just ok.

Even the beach, they were just ok.

But the scenery is too die for.

Just the scenery tho.

Ok fine, actually i got scolded by a local.

Just because i dont want to buy her things.

I mean COME ON, is it my fault i dont want to buy a mask with fangs and wide eyes with dots all over them?

I dont think so.

But all in all i had my fair share of great time this school holiday.

Eventho i still want to choke slammed that lady and rip her eyes out and..

anyway, Bali was okay, i had a good time :)

Till then, bye!

OH MY GOD

2010-11-26T10:41:00.000-08:00

I am very sorry to flood your dashboard with my crazy rantings.
But i have to blog about this, this is just too surreal.
Angela Clark ( or whoever is behind her twitter account ) actually followed me back on twitter.
SHE ACTUALLY FOLLOWED ME BACK.
ANGELA CLARK FOLLOWED ME.
I AM SO EXCITED AND SORRY BECAUSE I AM SO OVER YADAYADAYADA BUT OMFG,
ANGELA CLARK OH COME ON MAN, she's just omg, i love her and her blog and her style
and i dont even care whether she's fictional or not.

I love her like i love my soon to be mine proenza schouler ps1 in grey or purple bag.
And again, sorry for flooding your dash dear followers~

Jakarta

2010-11-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

First Batch

2010-10-23T06:59:00.000-07:00

Hi. Well this is the first batch. When my dad saw these pictures, he was like 'Asal camera ni gambar dia bulat bulat?' then of course he said i membazir only. Pipa, you just dont appreciate the good things in life. Anyway, i know i said i wont be updating much in my last post, but here i am blogging away. I need a time off.

So finals is.. excruciating. I still have my biology and add maths paper. And to my girls, pardon me if i burst into flames or appear 'EMO' to you. I just have a lot of things in my mind like what to eat for breakfast...loljk, you get my drift, sorry ok :)

Sayang #2

2010-10-03T04:23:00.000-07:00

This is my Sayang #2.
I love you :')

State of mind

2010-09-24T03:30:00.000-07:00

Our psychological state allows us to see only what we
want/feel/need to see at a particular time.
What five words do you see?

Mine is :

1) Suicide
2) Dread
3) Scum
4) Crush
5) Fool

Woooooow, ok creepy. Everything's negative and this kinda reflects my mood.
Well except the suicide thing of course,
i am sane enough to not kill myself instead of having a one way free ticket to hell.

I wonder how some people can see the word love and dream.
I wanna see them but i can't :'(
Can you?

Pretty Relevant

2010-09-08T03:29:00.000-07:00

Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You’re there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most & the next day they don’t pick up their phone. You give something your all & sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn’t care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give you “sorry, I’m busy”. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything & they’re just walking away with it.

But i'm just gonna try and be optimistic about everything :)

Its all a big chain of command

2010-08-25T06:15:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL USED TO BE COOL, WELL NOT ANYMORE.

I've come to a point where i just couldnt care less anymore. School now is like my very own personal hell. As cliche as that may sound, i really have an extreme dislike towards my school. All these new shitty rules were made and I just really can't stand it. No, not the rules alone, even the kids. It's like a freaking hierarchy in this hole.

You talk English, hang out with the so called In crowd, youre considered cool among the Non malays. But then, it's the other way round with the Malays. You talk English, hang out with the Non malays, you're considered as bajet, gedik. I mean like what the fuck. What is wrong with you people?

When i was in Form 1, i was too dumb i guess. Too dumb to even notice that girls could be such bitches. Like for instance, i never did talked to any of you guys, never even uttered a single word and you guys decided to label me and my friend as bossy bitches and whatnots. Dude, you never tried to talk or even hang out with us, why'd you make that conclusion for? Ever heard of the expression, dont judge a book by its cover? Yeah, that's what i thought.

And the reason why i typed this post is because, im tired. Tired of those 'friendly' glances across the hallway and definitely tired of the staring and gawking. You added me on Facebook, liked all my photos but in school, you acted like you dont even know me. Girl, you are one disturbed person. And the juniors! Hah! I could not even fathom what message they're trying to give by looking - no, by staring the whole friggin time! Seriously, the shorter they get, the ruder they are.

And my seniors! Words could not even describe how awewehewhruwehfuewhf they are. Of course some are okay, infact they are what i call my normal seniors. But some, are just so intolerable. I'm just so glad, next year will be my last year. My senior year. I know it sounded like a high school musical thing but really, i am so glad.

Come to think of it, 6 years before, i was so thrilled to go to school and i wouldnt miss it for the world. Wow, so much could change in just 6 years.

w0w

2010-07-23T11:37:00.000-07:00

So nice.

Singa Pura Pura

2010-07-17T23:30:00.000-07:00

These are old.

But i havent had the time to upload these pictures and i havent done a picture post for a while so..

2010-06-08T06:54:00.000-07:00

UP :')

11th March

2010-03-12T08:19:00.000-08:00

I know im two days late, but Happy 16th Birthday ! :)

You know how much i love you right so have a nice one this year.

Eventhough phone kena rampas that night, hehe.

Izzul Aiman

2010-02-20T20:17:00.000-08:00

The middle one is JJ.

Also known as Jejaka Jambu and Jaga Jamban at RMC.

We miss you already.

Kthanksbye.

17th January 2010

2010-01-17T07:26:00.000-08:00

It was a pretty nice day.
Lots of clouds and stuff like nature going on around.
Planned on just slacking infront of the tv with my cheese chachos,
watching any soaps.

But, Najah texted me two days before and had asked to meet her at Mcd.
So okay yah sure, she wanted to buy me Mcvalue Lunch la kan cos its cheap for my birthday.
So thoughtful, i know, haha.

Anyway, i arrived at Mcd at exactly 3:30 pm and no one was there.
I ordered Mcflurry and waited, and waited aaaaaaaaaand waited.
For about half an hour.

Then the usual suspects came ; Najah, Burn, Nabila and Diyana.
Blabbed and all that.
Then Najah had to go home early because her great grandma is sick :(

After a while, burn lied and said she's going back and failed miserably, haha.
Then Naim, Izzul and Dollah came with a cake.
Awh so sweet :')

Thanks guys.
Especially Najah for planning it and for keeping a straight face all the time.

Went home around 6 then went straight to Ain's until 830.
Arrived home with a surprise from family.
My sister ordered a Chanel Inspired Quilted Bag cupcakes for me!
Even though i couldnt make up what were the lines for at first, but thanks.
It was great and thanks for the presents as well.

S'kay i love everyone, thanks for the wishes and presents.
Kthanksbye :)